I just watched some youtube videos of ‘The X Factor’ and then some Law and Order. This is the third time that I’ve been diagnosed with Leukemia. I’m coming up on my third bone marrow transplant after a kidney transplant. I don’t know if I’m going to make it… second bone marrow transplants are rare and third are even more… but I’m going to fight for my life. The thing that annoys me the most, is that there are people out there completely healthy and not living. They have completely healthy bodies and are ruining them by drinking and smoking. I do not drink nor do I smoke and I am here fighting for my life while there are people smoking and getting high and drinking ruining theirs. I’ve been through a terrible divorce, rape pretty much and now this… and I’m still fighting to live. Nothing is ever “that” bad. Next time you wanna do something harmful to your body, or you think life is too tough… think of all the kids that would do anything to be you. Me, who can’t even walk two feet without having to sit down. Think of that, when you’re hurting your body.